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| I'm deviating from Xanga to Tumblr . I feel like Xanga represented my youthful days , the days of heartbreaks and falling in love so easily . Now , it's onto the real talks , the real emotions and the real feelings that are incorporated into my daily life. Tumblr is my space to finally grow up , and stop living in the past . Xanga , thank you for your space in letting my young thoughts flow through. If you want to grow up with me , H1ROKO.tumblr.com | | |
| The end of my 18th year , the end of a time that was mostly spent in happiness .
I guess I finally got it , my closure , the one thing i really needed to know .
I unfortunately found out two things last night .
one . i'm not over him . two . he's done with me .
where and when did i let these foolish feelings take over
i'm supposed to be independent , holding my own , and down for anything .
i suddenly feel like i can't move , i can't stand .. i can't breathe .
for the past two months , i've been convincing myself that i was done with it .
that all came crashing down last night . everything i've tried to build myself to be , crumbled.
but it's going to be okay , i'm going to be fine . i know it .
i'm nineteen now , another year older (and boy do i ever feel old) ,
and well , i guess it's true what they say , it's my year to shine
now the process can actually start . i can stop hoping, wishing, and wondering .
it's time for me to finally move on .
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on a side note .. the wedding absolutely killed me
I wish I had the guts to unprivate my post ..
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| You keep on contacting me at the most random moments ,
first time in grade nine , and now just today .
Albeit we ain't that close , but i know you care about me ,
You're the best .
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| Oh My Eff .
So .. I was feeling down the past weekend ,
so my dear friend decided to borrow his boy's S2000 ,
I LOVE the S2000 , it's my dream car -
for those who are around me a lot you realize i hyperventilate everytime i see one
so ANYWAYS , he borrowed the S2000 ,
i was already waiting outside my house for him , and i didn't notice him driving by .
He walks up behind me and says hi , and says that he didn't know that there was an s2000 on my street
and i was like .. no , if there was one i would KNOW ,
so he's like , it must be someone else's , let's go check it out ,
so i walk past the car , and then a hear the car door open ,
and i'm like .. WHAT THE EFF .. NO EFFING WAY ..
and my dear friend just smiled and said , common let's go .
Oh man . That is definitely one of the highlights of summer so far .
i love this summer. definitely memorable .
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| when shit goes down ,
pick yourself back up .
everything is starting to come back to me ,
for the longest time i've been pushing it away ,
and i was feeling GOOD , then stupid asshole comes along ,
one day i will snap at you , and you will regret asking me stupid shit .
LOL and i've only known you for two weeks and you're going emo cuz i don't wanna date you ?
you piss me off so much , go cry me a river
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